Saturday, July 31, 2004
hey dudes, hows it hangin? im pretty sweet, bit hungover from my wild antics in this sunny city of L.A, you know last night I 'partied' with a bunch of lovely people who also happened to be rich, talented and famous or to know such people and you know what? I had such a lovely time! People are the key to everything, you know? I've realised so much stuff that can set me off on a corny tangent about love but basically I am now aware of the following....
-it's your life and you and you alone are responsible for it. There are no excuses for not doin/saying/being who or what you want to be, you are in charge and if everything isn't going right then do something!
-you can't try and make everyone happy cos then noone ends up being happy, you can't please everyone so don't strive to
-to be a success in life, to become happy and to spread such love, you have to be in touch with you, be aware of your flaws and accomodate the needs of the ones you love, you dont get anywhere being selfish
i think im slightly drunk to explain this doodah, ignore my ramblings if you wish but please dont haunt me with them
mwa x
-it's your life and you and you alone are responsible for it. There are no excuses for not doin/saying/being who or what you want to be, you are in charge and if everything isn't going right then do something!
-you can't try and make everyone happy cos then noone ends up being happy, you can't please everyone so don't strive to
-to be a success in life, to become happy and to spread such love, you have to be in touch with you, be aware of your flaws and accomodate the needs of the ones you love, you dont get anywhere being selfish
i think im slightly drunk to explain this doodah, ignore my ramblings if you wish but please dont haunt me with them
mwa x
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
a poem
bodily functions rule my life and this connections slow
xxx
bodily functions rule my life and this connections slow
xxx
Monday, July 19, 2004
When a bodily function is being performed i find it hard to concentrate on other things, hence the fact i will highlight that i am experiencing alot of wind at the moment [sorry Col, had to tell everyone else too] and cant really write without mentioning it.
Simmilar experieneces for you to ponder about...
When im cold i say 'im cold' all the time, not because i think that people didnt hear me or that they are interested but if I dont say it I think im in danger of death. if i declare it, somehow i think that my situaiton will improve, at least in terms of mental well being.
When im happy i say it alot too and thats a bodily function in a way cos when im truely happy i smile with all of my being.
When im upset i dont say it cos of several reasons which i dont want to disclose but also to protect my reputation as being mentally sound.
Im a bit flushed along with the wind, and tired but going to bed means undressing.
Simmilar experieneces for you to ponder about...
When im cold i say 'im cold' all the time, not because i think that people didnt hear me or that they are interested but if I dont say it I think im in danger of death. if i declare it, somehow i think that my situaiton will improve, at least in terms of mental well being.
When im happy i say it alot too and thats a bodily function in a way cos when im truely happy i smile with all of my being.
When im upset i dont say it cos of several reasons which i dont want to disclose but also to protect my reputation as being mentally sound.
Im a bit flushed along with the wind, and tired but going to bed means undressing.
hello, i am currently in a state of distress after continued exposure to musical pap, i worry about the state of New Zealand's youth after such harmful treatment i really do. Such exposure to the likes of bubblegum pop is dangerous you know, especially when its aided by Austalian Woman's Weekly, New Zealand Edition. Satan is among us.
Im also a bit distressed by other's fascinationwith my food preparation techniques and that they often only see me when I am making food. Maybe the fact that they only ever see me when I am in the kitchen may come into it my darlings.
So today I am dressed like a 70s throwback. Last night I slept in my thermal underwear, today my clothes are croqeted [i know that is spelt wrong but as long as we are all open about it, I hope to be excused] and the thermals continue to prevail. May they prosper forever more.
I really love my family and friends you know. Thinking of them makes me smile all over, which is nice. A guy gave me a massive bear hug last night, another offered to give me a foot massage. He was French. There are lovely people everywhere.
love you all, u jam toasties u xxx
Im also a bit distressed by other's fascinationwith my food preparation techniques and that they often only see me when I am making food. Maybe the fact that they only ever see me when I am in the kitchen may come into it my darlings.
So today I am dressed like a 70s throwback. Last night I slept in my thermal underwear, today my clothes are croqeted [i know that is spelt wrong but as long as we are all open about it, I hope to be excused] and the thermals continue to prevail. May they prosper forever more.
I really love my family and friends you know. Thinking of them makes me smile all over, which is nice. A guy gave me a massive bear hug last night, another offered to give me a foot massage. He was French. There are lovely people everywhere.
love you all, u jam toasties u xxx
Thursday, July 15, 2004
oh yeah, im back in under a month in case you were interested, just a little at least...?
well, ud have to be like that then wudnt u! i was only asking! pah, giv me a humbug, i quite like them
so who loves me then?
