Tuesday, December 30, 2003
I just searched my entire drawer for a pair of unladdered tights but was unsuccessful. But the pair I am wearing are strangely seductive. I seem to have pulled off the barely there look almost perfectly apart from the pretty pattern of a ladder up my right leg. It's as if I've got some tribal tattoo. How sexy.
I'm still under the influence of alcohol from the night before as Darkmistress encouraged me to have drinks that went against the rule....DON'T MIX DRINKS, ITS BAD AND THATS A FACT. I get a really bad hangover, feel like throwing up for the entire following day and this is really boring and not really of any consequence to any of you, I'm sorry! How can I have the audacity to describe a hangover as if I am the only sufferer and noone else is aware of the disease?! I'm sorry, im just finding it hard to find the write letters on the pc, the words are there all right!!! Wll kinda, Im also finding it hard to formulate intelligible sentences. [boyoboy, I DO LIKE THE VERB TO FIND DONT I!]
You see, heartbreaker was out last night and I happily ignored the fella and his cowardly self complied with this arrangement by ignoring me in return. This was no mean feat I can tell ya! Anyway, enough of the colloquial natter that isnt reminiscent of my idiolect...I get home only to find the blighter has texted me!!!!! How could he justify getting in touch with me after all this time [i got a message from him on Christmas eve too] but only via technological means?! I cant comprehend it! Its not as if Im really scary and anyway, when I get angry with someone I almost immediately start to cry cos I hate being in that position so I just dont get angry with people which sometimes upsets me cos I shouldnt be a doormat but its the best thing to do. Its braver to forgive than to hold a grudge. I wish I would actually follow that rule cos here I am warbling on about how a guy is nasty for just getting in touch and then saying you should all forgive. The thing is, I responded to his message in a neutral fashion, even wished him happy Christmas but I just object to the content of his message 'you looked really nice' cos I dont think its fair to put yourself back in someones life when youve really hurt them and then compliment them.
Oh well, that was fairly monotonous.
Darkmistress is such a wonerful kind giving person. I love her.
A customer came upto me last night and said 'you're phoebe! i know from your name badge from **** [my workplace], me and my friends fancy you!'. Sorry, I'm aware I tend to big myself up all the time but If i dont then noone else will. I mean I look 'really nice', what a wonderful, poetic adjective to use, that will really get my attention. Not!!!! [Sorry, I wanted to type like I used ot imagine an American Valley girl would sound like, blame Frank Zappa, my father and older sibling]
Apparently my teeth are nice.
I look like an English teacher.
Im incredibly modest and never want to talk about myself. Ever.
I promise next post will be exciting. Interesting. And not self obsessed.
I'm still under the influence of alcohol from the night before as Darkmistress encouraged me to have drinks that went against the rule....DON'T MIX DRINKS, ITS BAD AND THATS A FACT. I get a really bad hangover, feel like throwing up for the entire following day and this is really boring and not really of any consequence to any of you, I'm sorry! How can I have the audacity to describe a hangover as if I am the only sufferer and noone else is aware of the disease?! I'm sorry, im just finding it hard to find the write letters on the pc, the words are there all right!!! Wll kinda, Im also finding it hard to formulate intelligible sentences. [boyoboy, I DO LIKE THE VERB TO FIND DONT I!]
You see, heartbreaker was out last night and I happily ignored the fella and his cowardly self complied with this arrangement by ignoring me in return. This was no mean feat I can tell ya! Anyway, enough of the colloquial natter that isnt reminiscent of my idiolect...I get home only to find the blighter has texted me!!!!! How could he justify getting in touch with me after all this time [i got a message from him on Christmas eve too] but only via technological means?! I cant comprehend it! Its not as if Im really scary and anyway, when I get angry with someone I almost immediately start to cry cos I hate being in that position so I just dont get angry with people which sometimes upsets me cos I shouldnt be a doormat but its the best thing to do. Its braver to forgive than to hold a grudge. I wish I would actually follow that rule cos here I am warbling on about how a guy is nasty for just getting in touch and then saying you should all forgive. The thing is, I responded to his message in a neutral fashion, even wished him happy Christmas but I just object to the content of his message 'you looked really nice' cos I dont think its fair to put yourself back in someones life when youve really hurt them and then compliment them.
Oh well, that was fairly monotonous.
Darkmistress is such a wonerful kind giving person. I love her.
A customer came upto me last night and said 'you're phoebe! i know from your name badge from **** [my workplace], me and my friends fancy you!'. Sorry, I'm aware I tend to big myself up all the time but If i dont then noone else will. I mean I look 'really nice', what a wonderful, poetic adjective to use, that will really get my attention. Not!!!! [Sorry, I wanted to type like I used ot imagine an American Valley girl would sound like, blame Frank Zappa, my father and older sibling]
Apparently my teeth are nice.
I look like an English teacher.
Im incredibly modest and never want to talk about myself. Ever.
I promise next post will be exciting. Interesting. And not self obsessed.
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