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Monday, December 22, 2003

I'm in the Christmas spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much so that exclamation marks will fill this post!!! like so...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sat listening to Bing Crosby writing Christmas cards for my colleagues. As I'm leaving my workplace soon [January 22nd to be exact], I used this as an opportunity to express my gratitude and love for the people who have been my world [not by choice but this is something neither I nor them could be held accountable for, unless we decided to leave our jobs which I am doing] for the past six months. As I progressed through the cards, my messages became longer and soppier but I now feel cleansed. Writing nice things that you genuinely beleive is quite uplifting. MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL!

I'm dressed like Minnie Mouse today. Apparently.

I'm feeling so Christmassy that I'm gonna buy a big box of choccies and pringles and bring my portable cd player into work to play Christmas tunes, it'll be a Christmas wonderland!

I'm going to the theatre tonight.

I feel so weightless and light, my thoughts are the only thing that are encapsulating the gravatational pull that restrains us all. In 5 weeks I'm going to leave all those I love, all routine and safety I have established for a six and a half month adventure to undiscovered lands. It's still uncomprehensible to me, I won't be here very long, my body may be elsewhere but will my mind vacate the country with it? I don't think I would be able to take emotional turmoil so far from home, I'm really worried I'm going to retreat into my head, in constant silent reflection I may be blissful and serene but with no waffling monotonous conversation, I wont be me.

Should I cut my hair before I go?





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