Sunday, December 28, 2003
Ok, so I was meant to go on a date this evening but he cancelled but wants to see me again. I leave the country exactly a month today so
a] its stupid wasting my precious time seeing a guy who Ive only just met when I could be with my loved ones as Im leaving in 31 days
b] its stupid wasting a night on a guy who cancelled on me when im leaving in 31 days
c] i need to save money now more than ever as im leaving in 31 days
c] i don't really mind whether we meet up or not or even if I ever hear from him again
d]I'm leaving the country in 31 days so what could come of our relationship anyway?
but it might be fun and he seems quite up for meeting me. Still don't know whether I should.
I even bore myself sometimes.
My Christmas was wonderful! I forgot that it was Christmas when I woke up because I genuinely didn't want any presents and therefore didn't anticipate the day as much as my previous selfish greedy self did. The fact that I didn't ask for any presents meant that I was pleasantly surprised to receive some. I even got toys! And I ate lots and got tipsy and was happy to be in the company of my family not feeling resentful or dissapointed just content! I watched My Fair Lady and ate parsnips and danced around my living room.
Nobody took the micky out of me. Well not that much.
Im going to the pub now, my brother doesn't hate me anymore, my finger doesn't hurt but I really wish I ahdn't eaten so much over Christmas.
Will anyone ever award me an award for my blog? I would be ever so grateful.
a] its stupid wasting my precious time seeing a guy who Ive only just met when I could be with my loved ones as Im leaving in 31 days
b] its stupid wasting a night on a guy who cancelled on me when im leaving in 31 days
c] i need to save money now more than ever as im leaving in 31 days
c] i don't really mind whether we meet up or not or even if I ever hear from him again
d]I'm leaving the country in 31 days so what could come of our relationship anyway?
but it might be fun and he seems quite up for meeting me. Still don't know whether I should.
I even bore myself sometimes.
My Christmas was wonderful! I forgot that it was Christmas when I woke up because I genuinely didn't want any presents and therefore didn't anticipate the day as much as my previous selfish greedy self did. The fact that I didn't ask for any presents meant that I was pleasantly surprised to receive some. I even got toys! And I ate lots and got tipsy and was happy to be in the company of my family not feeling resentful or dissapointed just content! I watched My Fair Lady and ate parsnips and danced around my living room.
Nobody took the micky out of me. Well not that much.
Im going to the pub now, my brother doesn't hate me anymore, my finger doesn't hurt but I really wish I ahdn't eaten so much over Christmas.
Will anyone ever award me an award for my blog? I would be ever so grateful.
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