Thursday, February 05, 2004
well hello!
do u know when ur with someone who you may not know very well or find it hard to talk to and there are silences of the awkward variety and you construct possible conversation points in your head before you voice them? i took a 5 and a half bus journey today and in my head i constructed a thousand and one conversations regarding things that genuinely puzzled me but somehow had no need to voice any of the points cos my head arranged the possible responses and debated them out. was quite strange to not rely on any other for such matters as conversation. perhaps i am now a self sufficient human being.
i must say i am a quite content human being. for the first time in ages life just seems to make sense. i dont mean life in the mortality sense but in day to day matters. there is no question that every step, every move every experience and thought i have or make is entirely neccessary and beneficial. i am altogether a together girl.
this website has been added to a spirituallity website, something like www.insight_.com, i'll add the address to my links. ive been put under the spirituality/soulmates section. dont really know wha to make of that or why they wanted to add me at all. if you've seen 'punch drunk love' you may understand my worry.
theres a pain in my chest from eating crisps i dint really want but bought cso i liked the idea of eating them. its so strange that here, on the other side of the world to my birthplace i feel entirely detached from the pressures of our society yet somehow feel pushed into making a purchase and consuming crisps.
love u all, thank u so much for keepin in touch wiv me. cudnt hav dun wivout it.
xxxx
do u know when ur with someone who you may not know very well or find it hard to talk to and there are silences of the awkward variety and you construct possible conversation points in your head before you voice them? i took a 5 and a half bus journey today and in my head i constructed a thousand and one conversations regarding things that genuinely puzzled me but somehow had no need to voice any of the points cos my head arranged the possible responses and debated them out. was quite strange to not rely on any other for such matters as conversation. perhaps i am now a self sufficient human being.
i must say i am a quite content human being. for the first time in ages life just seems to make sense. i dont mean life in the mortality sense but in day to day matters. there is no question that every step, every move every experience and thought i have or make is entirely neccessary and beneficial. i am altogether a together girl.
this website has been added to a spirituallity website, something like www.insight_.com, i'll add the address to my links. ive been put under the spirituality/soulmates section. dont really know wha to make of that or why they wanted to add me at all. if you've seen 'punch drunk love' you may understand my worry.
theres a pain in my chest from eating crisps i dint really want but bought cso i liked the idea of eating them. its so strange that here, on the other side of the world to my birthplace i feel entirely detached from the pressures of our society yet somehow feel pushed into making a purchase and consuming crisps.
love u all, thank u so much for keepin in touch wiv me. cudnt hav dun wivout it.
xxxx
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